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uppppdates for those who reaaads!

2009-07-09T00:10:00.004+08:00

2009-05-19T02:17:00.000+08:00

helllo y'all it's been awhile.:)

hope everything's all good.
im baasically trying to get superb good grades for my termtest!
2weeks 2weeeks!!
POWER STUDYING!

im sry for the sudden yet effective blogpost.

2009-04-14T15:12:00.000+08:00

screw blogger.
im into livejournal now.

2009-04-09T03:47:00.004+08:00

i miss cambodia,
neth's gone at 1130, back to nottingham.
i had fun, extreme fun during her time of stay
all the talks, the craps, the jokes and all.
bestest.

i miss my long hair too, but whattheheck,
it's growing :) no more cutting. mom'll kill me
bestest

friday's one hell of an ultimate day i must look forward to
with px love, the queen of anything,
call us cine kids or whatever,,
peoplewatchings and gossips come together there
cine offers that,
bestest.

wherethehell is bhsstp?
did FO teleport you guys to like, marss or smth?? JB LAI!
branda i miss your burpings
bestest

i think guys that is capable of singing well=powerpackbombsuperbshell.
(hint: px!!)

2009-04-06T19:20:00.002+08:00

mom's gonna treat djek out for dinner tomorrow.
:):) yesterday was like the best outing everr
met them at holland v, for this mega italian restaurant
had my belated birthday celebrazion and all
reallly power. love them

todays stay-home-because-i-havent-done-so-in-1-week day
and im still down with sorethroat & cough tt never seems to recover
maybe due to all the partying but whattheheck
school's starting in 2weeks time
and before all the settling down to study my ass off,
this 2weeks go straight to friends, best friends and bestbestfriends
of course t too! :)

2009-04-06T02:07:00.000+08:00

my power belated birthday celebration, with djek
more photos coming up! :)

2009-04-03T09:51:00.002+08:00

i just tried taking a picture of myself now,
with bro's mac but i look just too hideous i decided void that idea

anyway, life's seriously - the best ever.
though im now sick, down with EVERYTHING you can think of
headache, fever, flu, sorethroat, cough

dineth lay miao ying is back. :)
im mega happy that we managed to pick her up at the airport yesterday.
both me n jing,
rushed down to terminal 2 after a phonecall at 2.
with neth's flight landing at 2.51pm.

headed home, chill, went down to usual orchard
talked, and talked even more.
endless flow of conversation
superbb:)

suppose to go cycling but because im down,
outing cancelled. gonna meet them at vivo later
im kinda excited about bringing t to meet them.
and im glad i told them about everything.
love.
im excited about the desigual shopp too!! :)
damn one of their top = just the best

karina andika putri limantara, where the hell are you. i miss you like krazy.
teresa is in bali. coming back... TODAY. if not, tomorrow.
YEAAAAAAAASARR! :):)

2009-04-01T21:02:00.003+08:00

DADDY"S OFF DAY YESTERDAYY

out with shawnny and choww

birthday evvve

2009-03-29T23:21:00.002+08:00

i wanna thank alot of people.
though it's been a very simple 19th,
but i did enjoy it anyhow.

thanks grandson and px for the birthday eve celebration,
:) they make everything, a little better and a little lighter
love.

thanks karina n neth,
for calling me even when u guys are overseas. :) i miss your voice la!

thanks jingggy,
for messaging me tho u're in taiwan. i miss you alot. faster come back

thanks tannyatan.(if you read this),
sorry i couldnt hear you yesterday babe. thanks for rmbring and calling all.
please take very good care of yourself there
anyone bully you or anything, call em
if not judo them onlyy!
i love you tonnes and missss you. come back sooon

thanks kleo, for the dinnerdate and the megamass chat

thanks tes, for the date out too really enjoyed myself

thanks jorden, for your letter. i recieved it today so it's just nice.

thanks to everyone that wished me,
thanks for helping me lightening the load.

to bhsstp, i love you guys tonnes! :) though i didnt get to see you guys today,
u know the days will be the same, my birthday or not my birthday.
screw it. i just need to jb with u guys, thats all. love

2009-03-28T03:43:00.002+08:00

met tes, caught shopaholic AGAIN,
and i fucking enjoyed it, bet tes did too
went for Mani and i didnt complete mine,
due to the sudden cold sweat, etc etc
thus i wenta grab stuffs to munch on

then met kleotan at newton,
seriously, 2hours are not at all enoughh.
dinner was superbb like seriously superb
and talked

i know there are definitely more stuffs to talk about but,
we just can't think of more
trenny watching outside Cine, and shim is freaaking hilarious,scary
but NOT HOT AT ALL

caught the unborn, with a very very idiotic fella. :)

2009-03-27T10:46:00.002+08:00

hello y'all
apparently blogging is what i did first thing in the morning,
life so far, great and hopefully getting better when i see my djek

i'll be meeting tes, and kleotan later,
best only. :)

yesterday morning/night out with pxxxx=
confessions of a shopaholic, SUPERB
go catch it please. MUST

i wanna meet shawn and chow
loves

2009-03-24T02:12:00.006+08:00

honestly,
i cant help but to feel,

a little too bothered about certain stuffs i just read about
it's a little no big deal though.

i want to see
jinghan
dineth lay
karina
teresa
michelle

alot of people say that, if you ever screwed friendship made in secondary school, its pretty impossible to find one that's like that anywhere else.
i seriously agree.

i wanna fly to swiss and find karina andika putri limantara, now.

ohyes, my birthday celebration planning? screwed
i really don't know how to plan,
i just can't put people together and go hangout just like this,
i don't know i don't know
this seriously is headache.
fuck, i dont wan celebration la
i just wanna meet up with EVERYONE, each a diff day
and since not everyone is able to make it on that day, that period
it'll then end up taking what, 2weeks
OHMYGOD LA

cousins cant make it on friday
tes only can do a sunday morning, flying next day
family can only do on a sunday evening
i got to help out till afternoon on sat
yx have to be on a sat
kleo cant do mon fri sun (should be if im not wrong)
SL camp until 26/27th for bhsstp

someonehelpme, seriously

ps./thanks for listening px & chess, loves tonnnes

on tthe sidenote,
stop grossing me out, im serious. omg

2009-03-22T23:19:00.003+08:00

thanks m(u know who u are) :)

somehow it just made me realise,
like im going against the words, all i used to say and believe,
this time, last time, only time
first, last, only one
thanks, owe u tao huay. :)

smelly nethy called yesterday during her 1hour transit in singapore.
i was so happy, delighted to hear her voice
it lasted all the way until now.
i cannot wait to see her in April. loves

jinggy, i miss you so much. hurry back love.

ps. i totally forgot about my birthday next week until chess told me.
i don't feel like celebrating, i dont feel like doing anything
all i want is just meetingups, chillings plus talkings

djek
yishan
shawn
chow
mike
kleo tan
bhsstp
chess
huiya
family
cousins

2009-03-17T13:58:00.004+08:00

im down with like serious headache, sorethroat.
fever yesterday's stuff
been partyin like madness i guess.

marathon the day before was just superb,
straight after sending tannya off at 4am.
best was with my dearest cousin all! :)
and im sure like hell there'e more to come!

holidays are passing by real quick
now i have the com over in my room
i sleep alone now,
& it feeels bloody good having the room ALL to myself
yet to tidy/refurnish
but i'll do it soon :)

got to start painting canvas as well!

not meeting KLEOKLEO anymore, sunday then!
OHWELL, guess i'll just have to stay home
and suck on my lozenges
hoping sorethroat will somehow get better
so i get scream, shout & yell all i want tomorrow.

tonnes of pictures to upload.

2weirdos shits happen of which i can elaborate much about

to weirdoshit no. 1
how come friends will go to such extend just to make them stay by their side?
how come people need to go to the extend of pleasing ridiculous nonsensical friends?

to weirdoshit no. 2
go screw yourself. i really don't know what you want.

2009-03-14T17:50:00.000+08:00

i loook fucking ridiculous and i love it

2009-03-14T02:53:00.007+08:00

photo of the day

pardon the rest,
and remember this before proceeding. i wasn't drunk nor high
my face just turned red, i dontknowwhy:)

WHAT A GAY POSE

SELFSHOTS

USSSSS

2009-03-12T22:05:00.003+08:00

now that i've more space.

i'll need to go shopping.
say,

watch
bags
clothes
shorts
dresses
spectacles
white board
a pet

and i realised it's only a month left to school reopen
damn! when i thought it's only the starting

go gym
go marathon
go slim
go tall
go em

2009-03-12T04:31:00.003+08:00

it's 4.41am. i just got home
and the post effect due to the blasting
plus plus the superb base
you know when the sound just "ingggggggg" and u felt as tho ure deaf but u''re actually not

helloy'all
t's beena great day today

i got back my results, and im satisfied with it.
iknowican dobetter, but ohwell,
least i didnt suck.

because today's wednesday = ladies night
px, tan and i intend to go zouk.
and it's bloooody packed at 10pm,
long queue like 50m long not joking.

thus clarke quay with 4chopsfrom each club
attica, arena, zilca, rebel.

the best was attica and rebel,
we hung out mainly at rebel and f, damn packed with army guys
funny.. or okay, maybe not.

px and i met up first and we thought it'd be awkward
but HELLNO, its mega fun hanging out with px
and im sure we're gonnado it so much moreoften!
tan joined us later and i met yuxiang

finally i get to see him,lost weight, bald.
typical ns guys. well, hope he's doing well in there!

we went attica, but we didnt met jit
so we called im and met up
so damn fun la,
same old jit, same old craps, :)
and hes reallly nice, kept looking aftr us all
gang's working there too! :)

took tonnes of pictures and im gonna upload once i get them from px
tan is flying on friday,
i'll miss her like crazy.

hello px, im just one call away!

2009-03-05T22:21:00.002+08:00

a bird flew into my house today,
and it couldnt at all fly away.
so im keeping it now, until it does

it's rather pretty,
greeen plus yellow and really puny

2009-03-03T22:32:00.004+08:00

Im fucking fucking fucking pissed off now,
and it's been accumulating since god knows when

there are SO MANY DAMN ASS THINGS happening,
and seriously i wish sometimes i didnt SPEND ALL THAT AMOUNT OF MONEY AND TIME doing something i should've known, wouldnt bloody change

seriously, fucked up
U THINK U'RE BLOODY PERFECT AND U GET THE RIGHT TO SAY PEOPLE.
OKAY, EVEN IF U HAVE THE RIGHT TO SAY, WILL THEY LIKE U?
i doubt, BECAUSE U JUST TALK AND NO ACTIONS.

all the things happening, but i just kept my fucking mouth shut because people i trust told me to
AND WHATS WITH THE u didnt blame me, THEN WHATS WITH ALL THE "u should have check properly what. its ur reponsibility." DAMN, ME AGAIN WHEN I DID MY PART. if i dont, I"LL GET IT AGAIN. FUCK. BOTH SIDES, BOTH ME. i FUCKING FUCKING hate this.

never change, LIKE U CAN SEE. DID U EVEN NOTICE? did u notice number of times mom's tv left on was almost zero? ohyah, i know why u dont see it. BECAUSE U THINK I DIDNT EVEN STEP INTO THE ROOM THUS THERES NO PROBLEM. DONT U GET IT?! do u even realise the toilet is CLEANER? do u realise that u r unable to accept the fact that i have better saving skills thus the difference in money? DAMN, i hate my life.

CAUSE U ONLY SEE THE DAMN SIDE U WANT TO.
which is to FOREVER saying and thinking i'll never do well in the future no matter what.
i'll screw my own future with my attitude bla bla bla.
I'll SHOW U.
ENOUGH IS SERIOUSLY ENOUGH. im sick of all these shits. stop saying i never tried and i hate it when because u're larger u get to do whatever u like.
U DONT KNOW DOESNT MEAN IT NEVER EXIST

EVEN IF I WANNA TRY TO BE U, AND SAYING U ON THE MINOR THINGS EVERYDAY I SEE (BUT I JUST DONT SAY), FOR JUST ONE DAY, I DIE.
I'D RATHER THAT CAUSE I KNOW, EITHER WAY, I'LL BE SCREWED.

p/s.
dont EVER leave ur shop and save receipt on the table anymore.
since u wan perfect, i give u perfect.
p/p/s
u better start appreciating things before they're gone
P/P/S.
dont ever ever gives me lectures again.
stop putting ur whoevers blame into others when im not at home
BECAUSE I KNOW AND IM NO IDIOT.

NOBODY WILL EVER UNDERSTAND HOW PISSED I AM.

2009-03-01T21:11:00.002+08:00

im bloody pissed.

ARGH!!
bloooody unfair and i hate humans sometimes
bloodyhell

2009-03-01T01:23:00.002+08:00

im very happy now.

i met jing and tes today, and we chilled, talked crapped like mad.
finally, i checked out holland v's cold rock.
and it's mega mega superbly shiok
shall go there more often

and i miss kleotan. LAI LA KLEO, TIME TO MEETUP!

i see jing n tes,
talked to neth and kar.
and im happy kar is doing fine, being just happy & busy over at swiss

and kai, i know he'll do fine no matter where he is,
confirm will think about us one la.
tho he was so tired today he didnt come meet us
RIGHT NOT KAI,
NO FRIEND NO FRIEND

me n jing got this mega mighty plan,
that will only happen after we graduate
which is fucking fat because time flies
and guess what,

im sure it'll come true, right jing?
kar, u're in for a big big surprise
now i bet, u cannot wait to know what it is, if u read this

2009-02-26T21:59:00.000+08:00

this song is fucking nice,,

love him!

2009-02-26T17:06:00.004+08:00

hi y'all.

now, i officially have got the whole 2months(i excel in rounding up)
to myself, and i promise, it will be well-spent

havent been updating much, i apologise
due to examinations and all

well, i kinda screwed my last paper today
the examination hall really sucked, i hate having exams at the sports hall

also, both my grandma happened to be in the hospital,
both have to have an operation

ahma's still in NUH,

grandma's out from Mount Alverina, but wheelchair bound
its quite gruesome, the sight of grandma's leg

daddy had trigger finger, i think i mentioned it

anyway, back to grandma's.

because shes wheel-chair bound,

it's quite a chore taking care of her (point of view from someone watching it),

okay i admit we started rough,

because she's bias, favors only people with penis and balls,

because she's naggy, and i cannot stand a minute with naggs.

because she only recognise the bad stuffs, and not the good one. (actually, dont we all too?)

come to think of it, shes my gramps afterall and how tough can it be tolerating.

i know i sucked, but to me its like,

the more u tell me to not do it, the more i'll wanna do it.

because things are always reversible, i believe.

dont count things like losing virginity la wa lau.

that one gone means gone.

ANYWAY, one night she woke up, needling the loo

auntie pushed the wheelchair,

and i helped her into the toilet, do all the neccessary things you wont wanna know.

i could have chose not to and leave it all to auntie(my maid who've watched me since 3months old)

but guess what, i felt the need to do it.

im fucking surprise too.

mei,evonjie and i wanted to chiong this year marathons

i've got the whole list of them

wil try training hard for it! (:(:

i miss dineth n karina, alot.

2009-02-20T15:22:00.002+08:00

the thought of having just another6 more months of school,
is the bomb, like seriously!

life is gooooood
and its lacking of djek, chow, KLEO, n the good old ppl.

cannot stand people that keeps dwelling on things that are seriously impossible.
like, wa lau, whats the point la?
buaytahan, anyhowww, i seriously got to go study.

GO EM N B,
THE PORKIES IN LIBRARY STUDYING

2009-02-15T21:54:00.002+08:00

latest happenings:

grandma's operation
termtest tomorrow
interview tomorrow

i cannot wait for dad to retire,
cannot wait for myself to graduate,

another few more years to go for both.
now, dad also have to undergo operation on his finger,
fcuk.

i don't like this

2009-02-15T01:21:00.003+08:00

This Valentines'

is like, bomb.
superb valentines, like the most random one of all!!
orchard, suntec, millenia, clarke quay
too bad chess got to go home early but wtheck,

damn the term test on monday that i'll be having.
WHY CANT BE LIKE AT 9AM OR SMTH?! -.-

anyway, i had fun, made tonnes of new friends and went crazy today with truth or dare
melanie, joey n friends
bloody interesting.
hope/guess we'll be meeeting up soooon again! (:

school is, FINALLY OVERR! wheeeeeee!

study tml, em study tml!

2009-02-11T17:28:00.002+08:00

yesterday mom told me how long grandpa's been craving for Ayam Penyet
Yes kar, jing, neth, my granfather's so going crazy over gado gado

and because i couldnt make it for the mbio revision lect, i decided to go town
to get grandpa his surprise lunch- ayam penyet,
and also brother's present this upcoming tues

he was so mega happy when he saw what i'd bought him
and happily ate it ALL WITHIN SPLIT SECONDS. :):)
love him!

and i've been so troubled with wth am i suppose to do with my hair
the ugly hair that's growing longer by the day
ohwell, i hope it grows faster!

a photo from phil, that box there.
i tell you, mega filled with clothes we bought
best part, i haven touched any one of them at all!!
SUPER

and my cousin's back from korea, hope she had fun. (:
love!

2009-02-08T16:28:00.004+08:00

over at reggie's place now, waiting for the rest of the cousins

no school tomorrow,
but i still got to get my butt to school just for the interview.
urgh damn~

Ohwell, psycho paper was rather screwed if you ask me
i just feel that way la!
i so neeed my break!

:) :)

2009-02-07T04:14:00.002+08:00

WAAA. FFFFF. im damn pissed off now.

after reading this damn damn damn ridiculous article on the chi newspaper
(im goood at reading chinese k. just got problem speaking)

fucked son 37 year old fella,

robs 91year old(should be) grandma off her ONLY 5BUCKS left after grandma refuses giving him money(cause she's only LEFT with 5 bucks) poor grandma still got no work for cash as a cleaner
smashes dad's head with flower pot, punching, throwing fits and whatever it is, after an fruitless attempt of demanding for money

FUCKEDTARD

i cannot tahan this kinda people. would LOVE to curse&swear him with my fav B, go hunt for him, punch him etc etc.
this is the LAST kinda people i swear i'll NEVER tolerate, totally unforgivable.
assshole!

2009-02-07T01:37:00.001+08:00

12 more hours to psycho paper.
wish me luck, like seriously.

and so so many things to do, by the weekends.
OH WELL, what to do.
i'll need my holidays straight after that!

BTW,
got this feeling i'll die

2009-02-04T23:13:00.001+08:00

JUST WHEN I THOUGHT I WAS DONE WITH EVERYTHING

here comes another pile, waiting to be cleared.
F

ABCHM interview
ABCHM pract test
Psycho term test
MCT term test
ABCHM term test

MBIO sem test
AMIC sem test

waaaaaa lauuuuuu ayyyyyyyyyyyyy

2009-02-03T04:00:00.003+08:00

of all the books i've ever read in my entire life
of all the many movies i've ever watched in my entire life
i teared while watching, cried while reading
whats wrong with the culture these days? i agree.

what the heck, just screw it.

superb books like this don't come by very often, maybe even only once.
too bad the movie isnt as great compared to it, but superb anyhow.

the very first book, the very few movies thats able to do that
Tuesdays with Morrie is, theres no word for it

and i believe it'll stay that way
simple, superb, inspiring, etc
i wouldnt mind reading it 100x again, maybe even 200x

and knowing that Morrie truly exist,
=)

2009-02-02T01:04:00.002+08:00

Hello, i forgot about the ranting i wanna do.

yesterday, i headed over to Changi for my project work.
and whilst on the train, i decided to be good and stop judging
who u may be thinking?
bangla and indians
those 30+ 40+ indian/bangla uncles.

omg, i tell you.
i sat at this particular seat, with 3empty seats beside
3 indian uncles came, and i decided to not react, give negative comments to myself,
UNTIL.
i tell u, THE ONE BESIDE ME, START BLASTING SOME INDIAN MUSIC SO MEGA LOUDLY, SINGING AND GROOVING ALONG.
bloody irritating.

THEN next train, ANOTHER 3 BANGLA WORKERS RUSHED INTO THE TRAIN LIKE NOBODY"S BUSINESS, KNOCKING THIS POOR OLD MAN, FOR SEATS.
_l_ them i tell u. _l_ them

I MEGA HATE PPL THAT DO THIS TO ESP, OLD UNCLE. if B was with me. We'll curse them like there's no tomorrow i tell u.

screwed up bastards.

2009-02-01T18:07:00.001+08:00

finally. 9 down to 3. (:
go em

go everyone having final xams! (:(:

2009-01-30T23:22:00.004+08:00

my blog seriously needs a change
it's freagging old, like 2yrs old?

PLUS
i'm thrown with heaps and heaps of shitty projects and works to do.
all of them to complete within this coming weekend
must, though it's not the due date but
i kinda feel safer this way
screw the procrastination

OHYAH
Honestly,

why is everyone these days so f pessimistic?
And worst still if it comes with stubbornness
always thinking about the bad stuffs, like it'll never ever be able to come true
like, they know all the good old things in the world,
truth is, so what?

why can't people be have traits like
freagging knowledgeable PLUS a sense of humour PLUS happy PLUS optimistic PLUS being open-minded. okay, i know there's no such thing as being whatsoever perfect or whatever, but screw the perfect shit. as long as u know what's right, what makes u happy, to even be able to think for urself and people around u. then i believe everything will just fall into place, WHETHER or not u're perfect

WHY MUST THEY ALL act knowledgeable and serious like they're all the bigshots and people have to follow suit or give in to whatever they say (tho they're not even agreeing deep down). like hello, WHATS THE POINT LA?

WHATS THE DEAL even if u're able to outtalk them, 'winning' only gives u a temporary sense of satisfaction and its f dumb. SO WHAT if u prove ur dumbass theory? JUST CONVINCE THEM LA. who says outtalking poeple equates convincing? try thinking about it, i think many people do that. including me.

damn, if you tell urself u'll never be able to do it. then screw, u'll never be able to do it.
TOTALLY CANNOT STAND IT.

2009-01-28T23:59:00.000+08:00

im pretty afraid about tomorrow,

2009-01-27T00:58:00.001+08:00

my new stuff, that last for only a few days
honestly i got no idea how ppl with these take it.

freaking itchy.

2009-01-25T05:28:00.002+08:00

i peed in a males toilet yesterday, with cubicles filled and nobody outside.
i found out 3hours later.

no wonder,
the old uncle was staring at me.

Anyway, daddy is just superb
i didnt wait for him to come back
thus i called and ask
"dad what time coming back?"
"late la. i think"
"wa lau. forever late one ley"
"kk. im coming back early. u waiting for me?"
"yuup. waiting."

little did i know i fell asleep
and when i got up in the morning i recieved 3 msgs

3am- mei, i gng bc nw.
3.15am- mei i go eat
3-30am- i eating rtipata.

how sweeet la my dad.
also, this is how dad and his friends communicate
THEY ALWAYS

a.) end with their initials (even tho they saved the respective no. in the phone alr)
b.) start with "bro"
c.)10s = thanks ( i took 10min figuring this out)

:) how cute

2009-01-22T01:20:00.002+08:00

ok i just watched the video about it,
i'll go for an ipod nano chromatic. WHOO!

i'll go get it this coming wednesday! LAI! (:(:

2009-01-22T00:58:00.003+08:00

honestly, so many things piling up on my ass
and i've got so so very little time to complete it.
slot in facial time (mom forced me to), visit grandma time, go collect tailored shirt time

AMIC PBL
ABCHM summing up of info
MBIO practical test
PSYCHO ONLINE QUIZ
PSYCHO term test
MCT term test

on top of them.
MBIO
AMIC
i'll complete the bold before new year, hopefully.

also, these are the few items i need/want

the new ipod nano OR ipod touch
a new lappy
a blackberry

and im kinda afraid of SIP. like, i seriously got no idea what to expect. =S

AND BY THE WAY, just to make this clear
if me counting down to school hols, me counting down to outta poly,
makes u somehow feel that im not into studying

cuckoo head of you if you assume and judge just by this few sentence
ohwell, thats us human

just to make it clear to a few certain people i see everyday,
I LIKE STUDYING WHAT I LIKE UNDER CERTAIN ENVIRONMENT I DONT FIND IN POLY.

dont judge by just one hell of a sentence. i know it's tough. im trying to catch it too.

2009-01-20T18:37:00.003+08:00

i hate, alot of things right now.

2009-01-19T19:53:00.002+08:00

fuck i realised my email got hacked into before.
i've got another account in youtube i know nothing about
using my email
FUCK.

2009-01-19T19:38:00.001+08:00

i feel f stupid now
about what the hell i did.

should have just leave it as it is!

2009-01-18T23:21:00.004+08:00

this is chow, my bestie from SP. (:

one of my longest friend,

ever since hwprimary!

to whom it may concerns,

im so very pissed with my new maid right now.

she told my auntie,

"u know i bully ahgong every morning"

like she shouted at him, and call him to go away

cause ahgong speaks teochew, in a very sore voice

due to an operation several years ago,

not understanding, doesn't mean she can't show simple courtesy

f, i seriously cannot take her

with all her screwed attitude,

screw her, if only she was here. urgh!

mom even bought her her airplane ticket back!

urgh!

basket, she even had the guts to say it out loud.

too bad she's gone now,

damnn.

also, both my 2closest male cousins are in army already.

xuan and theng, hope they've been doing well!

and i seriously am thinking,

whether i should continue science, or just switching to business

i would love taking both

but i'll probably graduate at age 34or more?

damn, i'll be too old by then for anything!

i'll be having my practical test for molecular biology tomorrow,

nervousness'll probably start kicking in tomorrow.

ohya, and i'm so pissed with my project shits

seriously, i hate proj work.

there always will be idiots pulling grades down,

not doing their part. urgh~

why cant there be individual assessment or something?!

exams or whatever.

just had a phonecall with tan,

and poorgirl is starting school at 7am tomorrow,

thanks for listening to my rants,

love.(:

i miss kleotan. where r u la!

2009-01-17T18:05:00.002+08:00

pardon the bad hair day. (:

2009-01-17T16:40:00.002+08:00

dear whoever-it-concerns,

i currently am eating my newfoundfavourite, Dutch Lady's low fat yogurt.
my maid came back from philippines yesterday
and now, i have 2 maids at home.
i kinda prefer the old one, because she's so thorough when it comes to cleaning
the new recent one, is capable of 3bowls of rice per meal.

yesterday was family day off
but i spend the afternoon with my bporkxz
and it's been such a long time since i last saw her.
Bugis then off to Haji. (:
caught OngBak2 with my family,
and i understood the screwed storyline,
the fighting was superbb, as usual from Tony Jaa.

im thinking of studying overseas after my diploma,
daddy's okay with it, same goes for mum.
ohwell, we'll see
and i'd very much love a blackberry phone too
i'd also very much love to paint my own room

also recently, ive been nutty, cranky cause of this s.e.c
never ever ever felt this funny before
not in my whole entire life i swear,
but ohwell, i'll just have to see whats gonna happen.

ohyes, i have like superbly crazy amount of work to do
but all i can think about now is to just go for a round of serious shopping
and i miss karina andika, michelle and dineth lay,
have always been.
especially kar, u better take care of yourself and stay happy

and i so wanna seriously lose weight, like for goood

thanks for listening loves, im going for a round of shopping now~ (:

2009-01-16T00:29:00.007+08:00

ohmygod, how i miss the crazy djektm moments
i'm gonna break the very basic law of, "em dont post unglam pictures k. must not",
i'll get a free complimentary smack from everyone in e group too
but what the heck!
i'll post my unglam ones too!

looking back at the photos (just before i got my haircut),
they made me burst out laughing, like mad

i cant post all cause the darn internet connection refuse to cooperate.
all the weirdo crazy hyper moments
that occur, probably due to crankiness, boredom or just a couple of drinks too many

1.)how me,kai and kar go crazy on the xtra loong table on my 18th bday party at mich's house posing and all.
2.)nonsense dares to act retard in front of the security camera
3.)running past jing&tes, chasing kar&neth around school holding a dead cockroach.
4.)treating rails as slides. LOL. (yea,how is tt possible right?)
5.)superb pool side birthday parties with all the fighting,pushing, pulling, screaming
6.)sick dares like smelling ur feet, farting and etc. LOL.
7.)hair removal sessions in cambodia.
8.)applying makeup on jing while she's sleepin in cambodia. this one f hilarious!
so so much alot more.

BTW, these are the few pokers
this is kai trying to be funny

the above is me, imitating kai. LOL

dont look down on Kai, he can piggy me ONE LORXZXZXZ

LOL!

okay jing u win!

while flipping thru the photos

i wish i had my hair back

miss it reallly realllly terrribly now.

STILL GO CUT LA. smart la u em.

2009-01-15T00:33:00.002+08:00

oh ya. i forgot to tell u.

today i accompanied my sis to a gynae at glen eagles.
during the conversation between assistant/sister
i walked in abruptly

and guess what,
the assistant, round50-60yrs of age said
"omg. this guy looks very pretty!"

and within a split second,
"eh? is this a female or a male?"
everyone burst out laughing straight after

whattheheck
okay, maybe because i was wearing dad's shirt
(trying to push the freaagging blame to elseone)
but HELLO.

okay la, heng she didnt say handsome.
icouldhavejustdied,

BTW GUYS, must female have long hair to be female?

2009-01-14T19:30:00.002+08:00

schhool's gettin better just fyi. (:
im getting it,
its all in the mind yo~

Anyway,
i seriously wonder where the name lady gaga comes from,
shes a singer by the way, quite a good one,
one that loves wearing shades.
pokerface & justdance
go hear it, its quite gooood

i think david archuleta's cute.
a bloody good singer.
it was a rush, what a rush

and i hope it's gonna come truee! (:
it's shitty just waiting.

2009-01-10T15:45:00.002+08:00

i've got nothing to say now. (:
probably it'll be different this time round.
and im loooking forward.

anyway, i fcked big time
but i guess its time anyway.

2009-01-07T14:31:00.001+08:00

school is fcking boring, i can go on and on about it for like 83649645131years.

2009-01-05T18:10:00.003+08:00

im counting down to the 37 days.
can you believe it, 37 more days and it's a month plus half hols.
i seriously cannot wait

school is driving me crazy
it's not the subjects and
i don't mind attending lectures and learning stuffs

but it's the going to school part that sucks
or maybe, school itself is just a boring place to be,
i'd rather secondary school life.
seriously, why can't we all have online tuts, online lecs and all
yea it takes discipline but whatthehack,
it's waaaay better than dragging yourself up for school.
thinking whatthehack to wear and all
arghh, i cannnot wait to graduate

just 37days em, just 37 days
i've got one mega mejor huge proj/resolution this year
it's just like an attachment
but one that is ALOT, HELL more interesting
im so gonna achieve it i swear! (:

Langkawi trip this sem hols. (chow,jing, better make it come true ya)
end of yr Swiss trip
maybe one to Indonesia!

ANYWAY,,
i think being over-possessive just puts you in a 'loser' spot when u're in a relationship
like, seriously
it's stupid.

2009-01-03T14:42:00.002+08:00

shit, i just woke up again dreaming the kinda stuffs i mega used to dream of
it comes with this shitty feeling, making me feeel...
exceptionally fcked up

probably that's one of the reasons
i don't fancy stuffs like that anymore.

2009-01-01T20:24:00.003+08:00

Happppy very new year everyone!
just got back from Philippines yesterday, and damn it was fun
esp the shopping, fckng cheap there
shiok like mad
u've got no idea how crazy bro,didi and i shopped.
all in all, i had superbb fun

Anyway, 2009's here.
Superrb! another new year, another new start,
another new resolution

i can say i didn't do much last 2008,
cept for some bumming around,
travelling overseas w/o parents,
least i've learnt how to not spend as much,

Haven't really thought about the new year resolution
just the very basic ones likee..
staying healthy, getting good grades, TRY to go for all lecs, etc.

Ohwell, i hope it's gonna be a gooood year!

i've got tonnes of stuffs to do now damnnn.
to prepare for the school
meetups with groupmates for psychology proj

i hope everyone's been fine
chow, bhsstp, djek, hy and alll!

2008-12-27T20:39:00.001+08:00

love them all,

hopefully kar'll be back on the 29th again, then i'll see her
hopefully it's possible for me to visit Swiss nxt year

i hope i'll be able to see mich when im back
see ya'll soon. loves.

2008-12-25T23:22:00.003+08:00

Christmas eve was superb. (:

Out with Karina, Flora, Flor's bro & best friend.
well, it's fun getting to know Flora, she's reallllly nice! (;

anyway, met at The Arena Clarke Quay
the queue was like crazily long, and when it's our turn
forgot the IC, so we switch to double O.
thinking it's possible to get in (since Flor's friend works there)
still, no

so back home to get IC, and to Arena.
no drunk emm today, no puking etc etc.
just some nonsense crazy fun and all
Clinic after that,
then Cineleisure for HongKong Cafe,
home at 530am

AND THE BEST PART,
bro and dad just got home too
bro from mahjong
dad form drinking with his friends.
superrrrb~
what a way to celebrate christmas! (:

2008-12-23T23:56:00.003+08:00

the photos the other day djek met up. (:
the day neth and kar came back,
the day mich missed out on

Anyway, i met Kar and Mich today
supposedly to shop, but it just wasn't our lucky day i guess.

finalllllly after SO SO SO long i managed to see mich.
and i'll probably go over to swiss next yr, during winter time
kar convinced me to, and i swear i'll go
shopping while snowing and all,

Something shitty happened,
i puke outside Heeren, out of nowhere
after Balcony(i swear i didnt even drink half as what i usually did),
sat outside Heeren,
sweat like a pig,
and all of a sudden, i just p.u.k.e.
fck

i missed twilight, (shit i bought the tix alr)
SUPERB MICH WATCHED IT 6X (today's the 7th)
thats my superb friend, my bestest friend yo.

OHOH, I SAW KLEOTAN KLEOTAN! omg, im just SO mega happy to bump into her
misss her so so much la.

i'll be seeing them again tml,, lovesss! i'm all so excited (:

2008-12-22T00:05:00.000+08:00

hi ya'll. boo. (:

2008-12-21T22:55:00.000+08:00

man, 1.5hours of blading sure is fun/superb.

2008-12-20T00:18:00.002+08:00

"I'm 95 pounds...I'm such a fatty!"

ohmygod, i seriously am freaking out right now after looking at ppl's blog
skinny, boney, anorexic females blog.

honestly, i do not understand
how and why will someone give up on food, the bestest thing on Earth.
just to look skinny, be skinny, and will superfically be happy
they look at themselves, thinking "imfat"
but they never ever notice, they'll never ever be happy with how light the weigh etc

to people that've gained weight.
man u better be happy
for slimming down, is one of the easiest thing on Earth
if you set your mind to it. (:
just go try. (:

2008-12-18T22:06:00.002+08:00

FINALLY FINALLLY!
tell me HOW CUTE can this get?!

my long awaited bag is out!!
all thanks to sweet for she wenta check gucci and happen to see it(:

OMG OMG, i'm so so happy i thought they'll never sell it in sgpore!
WHOOO!

the irritating part,

i seee many ppl buying it.

2008-12-18T15:08:00.002+08:00

2008-12-17T17:27:00.002+08:00

4days3night for me, 3days 2 night for them.

i'll be off now, one last post before i leave.
i'm looking forward to see my love bhsstp tomorrow. (:(:
i honestly cannot wait!

2008-12-16T22:08:00.003+08:00

i cant blieve myself,
a sudden thought,
"mayb i should go to phillipines"

and now, i'm going. (:
done with flight booking and all
and thank god bro's accompanying me there

i wenta art friend today,
but i missed buying paintbrush,
daaaaamn.

2008-12-15T22:46:00.002+08:00

HI,

i'm thinking, if i shouldd go Phillipines.
this coming 27th to 31st,
just for the fun of it.

should i should i??

Anyway, i am yearning to see my termtest result. crazy?

2008-12-14T03:41:00.006+08:00

Day One of Home Alone,
superb

the bestest day i've ever had since a very very fcking long time,
since the last time djek met up,
today was no exception, just without Michhy

the screwed thing was,
neth leaving on mon, coming back on jan
kar leaving tomorrow, coming back on 23rd
mich coming back on 23rd

flowchart of what happened today

mum locked the room(bcuz of the new maid) with my mighty Wallet in it,
and since i dont feeel safe w/o my wallet and she'll not be back any sooner, i drove down to get the key from her
jing met me at newton
drove home, got my wallet, parked at heeren
meet nethy,kai
shopppingcraze
sushi tei
off to the national lib for tes's exhibition
saw alverinaaaa!!
bugis for chill at TCC
walked round, neoprints(will be updated soon)
recieve "i've reach singpore" phonecall from kar
fetch her
go newton makan
go kar's house
tes, jing, neth go home
me, kar, kai went balcony

(honestly, i wasn't at all expecting you to read all of that)
but anyway, it's usual clumsycareless emm day too

- (when we're at newton) search my bag, no wallet. thought i left my wallet with kai, told me it's with jing. panickd cuz i'll be dead w/o my wallet. search again, found it

- took it out & totalllly left my chanel earring at balcony, (was on the cab when i rmbrd) run down the cab, went back. and THANKGOD they found&kept it. THANKGOD they didnt decide to go throw away, sell it or give it so someone else or smth. GOOD KARMA GOOD KARMA. i shall go there more often.

-board the cab, the backing drop while wearing it, (and bcuz it's dark) i couldnt find it. AND when i found it....

- i forgot where i place the earrrings
STUPID OR DUMB.
andika almost killed me.

got to kick that habit before i lose more precious stuff.
i'm so loving the idea of hols now, i'll never get ENOUGH of it!

14th(tml), them again
15th, subcom gathering
16th, accompanying mummy day
17-20th, camp
22-23, christmas
23-24, kar's

damn, mom's so gonna be alone, all alone with the new maidddd.
SORRY MOM! ):
i misss bhsstp, hope they've beeen goood. (:

anyway, i've came up with a new word, slimmy
i'm going to be slimmy, promise! (:

2008-12-12T13:12:00.002+08:00

sister's flying at 9pm, to turkey. gotta send her off
brother's already off to Langkawi.

i will be alone for the next 5 days,
with the car,
with the bedroom
with holidays ahead,
with plenty of time to do many stuffs
with the kind of tranquility you seldom see in my house

damn, it's gonna be juusst fun. (:

i know it sounds contradicting
but i love Langkawi though i've never been there before.
eh chow,jing mayb it's time la ah! heh!

2008-12-11T16:19:00.008+08:00

pictures not in chronological order, but the other way round! heh

i'll have more in a days' time!~

from photographer, from mei's camera and uzia's one! (:

On the 29th floor suite (:..

check this mirror

now you dont seee him......

now you do!

Early in the morning,

Plus the bridesmaids!

tea ceremony,,

and how i love this 2ndgown.

(:(: first gown for the day!

jorden,"why u smile, like constipated?"

2008-12-11T15:35:00.003+08:00

my sister's current status, Married
one more paper, and thats it. go em,
one more day for the superb djek dinner.

media player is not working, i cannot watch my anime.
Naruto that is, i know it's a little weirdywerd but whattheheck, i like it
and so should you! (:
go try it, it's waaaay better than what dota etc etc, heh

i like the song by jason mraz, lucky.
man i like his voice,
i hope my brother sings as well as him,
this way, i'll make him sing everyday and not be sick of it!

Christmasss! i cannot wait,
come to think of it, there's nothing in particular i want this Christmas

PICTURES ON NEXT POST! (:

2008-12-09T17:23:00.002+08:00

it feels like sister's getting married today

don't make much of a difference anyway,
in less than 10 hours time,
everyone will be here for the tradition,
usual gate crashing etc etc,

no more beauty sleep, like what Reggie said
and exam tomorrow,
worst still, another one the very next day

i'm so gonna die, happily

OH i forgot to tell you guys something
the other day,

someone thought i was a guy, even after looking at my face.
THAT auntie says,
"eh? how come the face like girl but then the hair....."

i thought id slap the fella upside down
but i just ended up laughing,
ohwellll.

kinda miss my long hair,
it's okay! it'll take me another yr to grow it!

2008-12-06T19:34:00.002+08:00

and here i am,

with my cousin i've not seen for months sitting opp. me, doing his things
and me, here trying REALLY hard to study but apparently the opposite, blogging
the sudden idea to come over for dinner
instead of the usual theotherwayround
di's not at home though,

Anyway,
sister's gonna have her bachelorette party tonight
and same goes for Mr Phee,
nono, i'm sure it'll not be the kind you watch on tevee
strippers, dancers and all etc.
and i think they'll both be home drunk, real drunk maybe. (:

and i always wonder why i never fail to gain weight during exams/school period
the other way round on holidays
i thought it's suppose to the opp.
whatttheheck, christmas is here!

and i also wonder why on Earth do i ALWAYS get dejavuu,
seriously,, i must be psychic!
(:

studyhard everyoneee!!!

2008-12-04T22:11:00.001+08:00

nuddge, i need to study.
like seriously need to study

but there's not at all ANY time for me to.
unless you count the midnights la
then i'll sleep late, wake up late and miss my reallly stupid lab lessons

honestly, this sucks.
DAMN.

2008-12-03T14:03:00.003+08:00

Tagged by Kaiwenlove!
"According to your age, list down the number of things that most people don't know about you. And then tag 5 people."

thus i guess i have to give 18.

i think children are irritating and i cannot at all stand them.
exceptions are those that behave and can entertain themself w/o requiring much attention
i like going to Borders for books but not the library
i don't understand how girls can be soo skinnny
i miss my long hair
i mega hate it when people gets inconsiderate
i seldom use vulgarities now
i was in Badminton, TracknField & CHOIR when i was in primary school
i love running short distance
i once broke my chi tcher heel by tripping her, in primary school, on purpose
i enjoy playing pranks in primary school, thus i love april fools day
mum sent me for chinese dance lessons when i was young, and i end up going for competitions
my brother loves wasting money on kitchen electrical appliances(blender, processor etc)
i like people that can coook!
daddy don't eat food that isn't up to his standard, he simply just leave it.
my mum gets emotional very easily
my maid have been with me ever since i was 3months old
i can make it look as tho i'm pregnant with my tummy and im sure if there's a competition, nobody can EVER beat me in it! (:

2008-12-01T23:10:00.002+08:00

yes darling Kar,
i'll be havinga temporary maid this coming december,
for the current one is flying back to Philippines

another week and it's the termtest,
i really got to start studying
but meantime, i have to prepare for sister's wedding

so many things to do in so little time!
tomorrow, going out with mom to get stuffs
wednesday, sister's last fitting for gown
thursday, out to get gong's shirt(mumm's side)
friday, out to get daddy/ahgong's belt as promise
go get my heeels and study on sat/sun

got to add in gyming, swimming, tanning, facial and manicures in between
TELL ME HOW TELL ME HOW

die la em die.

2008-11-29T23:03:00.003+08:00

i can see a very busy holiday coming up.

sister's wedding, meeting with djek, camp and stuffs
except otccamp & stuffs related etc,
i'll spend ALL of my other time with djek&friendz
of course with my mummy because by then,
both bro&sis will be going overseaz

too bad i cannot go anywhere myself becauze of camp
plus i dont wanna leave mummy all alone with the new maid
she'll be SOOOO loner la.

sister's wedding is right smack in the middle of the term test period
10th december
i've got a paper that day at 4, till 5pm
another the next day at 11am.

how screwed.

2008-11-29T20:08:00.001+08:00

blog when ure bored.
blog when ure bored
blog when ure bored

try saying it faster
(:

2008-11-29T00:17:00.002+08:00

OMG EMMM, WHAT HAVE U DONE?!!
is what i've been hearing these days.

Anyway, i met up with JINGGYJINGYJING in Town
seems like a gazillion yrs since i've been out to anywhere
and yes, i stepped home the LASTEST today since like, the last holiday
and mind you it's only 11pm.
ya, nothing to say right! me too.

im mega glad i met up with Jinggy,
walking down Town enjoying the superb decor
and i ddidnt have time to swallow my saliva
because there's just TOO MUCH to speak about.

I LIKE CHRISTMAS!
because evrywhere looks just superb!!
with the decor, lightings and all
unlike chinese new year
yucks,

I MANAGED TO SHOP, LIKE FINALLLY
got to be careful with what i wear i guess
no more Everlast 3quarter pants and chapalang nonsense wear
BECAUSE, then i believe i'll loook like a b*tch.
aiya wtheck, this is so troublesome

i don't even know who set the rule of
short hair + chapalang nonsense wear = *****
EH HELLO LA,

okay, i'll upload picturs sooon
so staaaay tune!

to girls with long hair,
go cut it short because seriously

no more waking up 2hrs before sch start just to shampoo ur mega long hair
no neeed to freaking take 30min to blow dry ur hair
STILL MUST blowdry properly if not look screwed
totally a hassle to tie it up, u still got to A.) retie when it's loose. B.) find the proper hairband with the RIGHT elasticity (eh guys, u think find rubberband easy ah) C.) buy it D.) go find another one desperrately when ur own one snap

STRAIGHT AWAY, SHORT ONLY!
no wonder guys take such a superb short time in the shower.

2008-11-27T20:22:00.003+08:00

ohyes, blood donation on Tues was good.

if i could, i'll donate like 10bags straight.
it's not at all pain la.
or maybe because im used to needles,
ohwell

my hair's doing great,
it was easy maintainence and it took less than 1 minute to shampoo my hair
damn, having short hair saves plenty of time

i'd say i prefer my hair long,
but i don't mind it short

it grows anyway,
so no biggy. (:

10more days to sis wedding
em diet em.
you dont wanna look fat on that day

2008-11-26T22:37:00.003+08:00

HELLO!!

i'm sorry i cannot wait until christmas because,

i'm just tooo sick of long hair.
bye bye long hair. (:

okay, maybe im crazy.
maybe im dumb
but long hair's seriously too heavy and all
plus im in for a change

daddy says i look like a butch.
EH. IM NOT AH.
hair'll grow anyway right! so wth, i just did it.
it feels weird tho,

(:

2008-11-22T15:30:00.002+08:00

im going to give everyone a surprize during christmaz,
just you wait and see. (:
p/s, it has nothing at all to do with my weight. (:

come to think of it,
honestly speaking i think losing weight is easy as long as u wanna do it. (:
and who cares about weight as long as u're happy! (:

i'm gonna do my tag replies here!
KleoKLEO, YUP I KNOW. and we need to meet up, like seriously!
pam, yeaaaaaa. havent beeen seeeeing you too! how've you been?! (:(:
mei, yup! thankss hun!!
shiqiang, LOL! omg, but u didnt crash right! WHEN COMING BACK SGP?!? wa lau, u like gone forever.
chowww, yup. u should have seen it's condition la. i think u'll just shake head. anyway, MEETUP MEETUP!
xuehua, okay babe! but what's ur link? that's ur email addd. haha

i misss my bhsstp. :(

2008-11-20T22:06:00.003+08:00

HI, i've just made a bet with my mom

for every kilo gone, she's gonna give me 50bucks.
20 more days, 200bucks.

we'll see who's gonna win!
will keep u posted.

time start: tomorrow!
I CANNOT WAIT! (:(:

and did i tell u i cannot wait till december! (:
DJEK DJEK!
my baby andika will be back, then michelle, then dineth!
WHOOOO!
this is why i've always love december!! (:

2008-11-19T17:51:00.001+08:00

IM GOING OUT NOW WTH MY DEAREST DADDDDDDDY AND FAM!

FISH AND CHIPS FOR DINNER
THEN SUPPER AGAIN
WITH DESSERT IN BETWEEN

DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE
IM HAPPY FATTY!

2008-11-18T12:04:00.004+08:00

I hate Tuesdays

Because i get shit like 5hours break
what's with this stupid system
every sem, u'll get shit breaks out of nowhere,
in between the two extremes (early session and late ones)

wth la seriously, tell me what to do within that 5 hours
i could have just died in school, go missing or smth
if i didn't come home.

tomorrow's family day off.
oh hail family day offs
i love family day offs

Di's now done with his Alevels. superb!
i cannot wait for cousins day.
mei's now having holidays
reggie's as good as having holiday
xuan's in the army

yesterday was cousins/aunts day out. (:
im craving for tim tam, pocky, hot and spicy and hello panda

maybe i should bake cookies tomorrow.
bro's been dying for them. (:
EY, MY COOKIES NICE KNOW.

karina andika. tell me where have u been?
i tried calling you but it wouldnt work.
pls get back to me asap.
take care love. misss!
email me

if i were a boy,
If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I’d roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted and go
Drink beer with the guys
-beyonce

(and did i tell you i think Beyonce is one of the most beautiful woman on Earth)
lets see, if i were a boy....
there's many stuffs tt i'd wanna do.

2008-11-12T15:12:00.002+08:00

HI.

internet's beeen a mega drag lately.
and i've got a brand new crave

waffles and cakes
preferably plain waffles
or sponge/butter/pandan/egg/chocolate cakes.

off with subway and large fries

AND i bet it's not at all surprising if i said i havent touch the car since i last screw it.
heh. bus is a hassle but least i can't possibly screw it

ANYWAY
life's been pretty hectic and crazy
with all the
projects and powerpoints to complete
tests coming up
preparation for sister's wedding

been spending MEGA LOADS OF my time with family
including cousins, aunts and siblings
superb crazy binge eating like mad
love it all tho. (:

things to do//
AMIC
MCT
ABCHM
not binge eating (:(:

2008-11-05T02:51:00.002+08:00

i respect/love my dadddy alot

not because

he doesn't blame me for ramming the kerb plainly due to my dumbass superb carelessness
he can tell when im happy/sad/angry because i believe that's something all parents can do
he buys anything, pays for the most superb unnecessary things on Earth
i was only one he carried when i was puny, despite being the youngest
he puts up with my shit attitude/temper

i tell you

he never ever complained a single bit once
he ALWAYS clears all my doubts w/o any effort, (i honestly find it amazing)

he can,
clear my doubts(major ones that have been screwing my beauty sleep for days/weeks) within 10minutes,
cheer me up within 5minutes with NOTHING(no jokes, no nonsense, just a simple chat),
make things seem so f easy sometimes
with one sentence, make u feeel all (idontknowwhatstheword) superblysuperb
give honest, realistic advices/ideas/suggestions
simply do anything and everything.

2008-11-04T15:12:00.003+08:00

i'm left with a pathetic 15min to blog so i'm making this a fast one

i ram the bloody kerb just like, say 3hours ago
in TP, with Jorden Tan beside.

and honestly, my heart took a plunge
then vulgarities started spilling.
handbrake up, i called mummy and scream.

shit, i'm feeeling deeeeeep shit. i know u guys feel it too.
called brother since it's his car.

because bro's car has bodykit on, it's F low
the ram was fcked up.
i screwed the whole bodykit
i got to change the whole damn thing
and honestly, it's going to be fffffff costly

fuck, can this be ANY worst?
tell me.

then when i'm all set and ready for my scoldings.
i got nothing

(bro)"it's your responsibility, don't push it to mummy. i was prepared when i handed you the key. hahaha. take it as a learning xperience la. nvm"

AND i was prepared for the dont-talk-to-you-cause-im-pissed-you-screw-bro's-car from dad/mom

(daddy) "lucky it's not the other car"
after looking at the screwedup damage, "nvm la."

(mum)"wa lauu." (laughs) "nvm laa. just take it as an learning xperience."

shit, why on Earth do i have such a superb family?
not taking anything for granted jfyi.

2008-11-04T12:47:00.002+08:00

fucked

2008-10-30T10:05:00.002+08:00

eh paiseh. i'll post pictures up sooon.. (:

Things that i wanna do by nxt weeeek. (:

spend the rest of the saturday studying/ doing up my proj and of course gym
meet up with kleotan of course and chat for like, nonstop!
meeet up with bhss-tp and go makan at superb-jalan-besar
celebrate grandmother's birthday on sunday
meeet up with djek
BAKE CAKE! (:(:(:(:(:(:

2008-10-27T10:33:00.002+08:00

things to do :

bring dad's Bally shoe to polish
go buy heels with mom
go get daddy's shirt
gym with brother
vivo with mom
complete proposal
mahjong

die.

2008-10-26T22:16:00.003+08:00

plus i think it's excruciatingly irritating to take irritating people
plus not being able to tell them off straight
plus not being able to ignore
plus all i could do is to just take it all in
plus i feel like i'm gonna explode

Anyway,
2 really ridiculous things happened

1
while on my way to Vivo,
yours truly's taxi driver happened to be an indian
and he is. blooody annoying
(his gap never ever shut)
"why u go vivo?"
"gym"
"huh? u go gym for what? u so fit alr."
"cause i like it"
"later u become too fit. guys cannot carry ah"

EH UNCLE. DONT MAKE ME SLAP U. WHAT YOU TALKING ABOUT?
WHY IN THE FIRST PLACE I WILL EVER WANT A GUY TO CARRY ME.

and he goes on and on about schools in india, how cheap it is to study in Russia, how his friend owns Raffles Hospital, how he thinks studying science-related sub. brings you no life because u'll never have enough time to spend any of your cash.
DUMB and _l_
thank god i've mastered the art of patience

okay, i'm too lazy to type 2nd out

(something just happened and i'm too pissed to type event no. 2)
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF!
WHY DO I ALWAYS HAVE TO MEET SUCH IRRITANTS.

anyway, i misss many of my friends.
BHSS-TP, DJEK, CHOW, CHESS, HY, KLEO, SHAN
i honestly need to keep up with them.
life's a hassle these days,
everyone's just too busy

2008-10-25T15:23:00.002+08:00

been feeeling too lethargic for anything lately,

2008-10-19T22:15:00.002+08:00

every sunday is eat all you want day for me!

today's sunday
and i'm a happy female
call me happy fatty, because im happpy!!

bread, tofu, prawn noodle, kaya biscuits, crazy meal
now, wine drinking (:

SUPERB!
who cares if im fat! i don't!~

2008-10-16T17:04:00.012+08:00

Crazy unglam pictures from stayover night(:

First up, B came over to my house with an empty stomach
dying for a filling meal,
went off to fetch Kai, and dinnner at Shui Chun! (:

B bought this, and it mega amuses me. (:

Then up we went to Kai's house and his house is superb!
the clouds on ceiling are so kai-ish. (:

B and i left our prints on his wall.

kai has like plenty of clothes.

and we found a toy (:

Off to Mac's drive-thru for foooooood! (:

nonsensical Wii games at 1am

Yoga, The Tree Pose. LOL!

The plan was to ,

wake up at 5am, jog homw from my place, grab swimming suits, go swim

but we woke up at 7am, and homesweethome for mega long hours of sleeep

ps/ pardon the mess, it's painting season

oh, my room is now hot orange. (: LOVE IT!

2008-10-14T22:02:00.003+08:00

i was about to post plenty of pictorials up.

but something came into my mind

had to go off to do some stuffs.

i'm off to find my trio

and seriously,

being able to drive makes it ALL better

no transportation fee and all.

SUPERB SUPERB. (: (:

2008-10-14T18:24:00.003+08:00

randoms

50moredays to my sister's wedding

2moreweeks to grandmother's birthday

5moredays to the start of school

i seriously cannot wait to complete my diploma

i so should have taken business,

probably i'll be able to help dad with his stuffs in future

DAMN.

(daddy) 'recession now, you know what is it?"

(me) 'huh? nope!"

after searching it up.

(me) dad i know what it is alr. negative growth!

that family day off

Mount Elizabeth Hospital, chilling while waiting for grand's checkup.

(dad to bro) "you got read newspaper one meh?"

(bro) "nope"

(dad) "you know about the economy?"

thats when i stopped tryingtocutinandbefunny,

better listen and learn about the economy

tho i prefer happily sipping away mocha ice blended plus superb amount of gigantorious whip cream

Dinner at M hotel after that! (:

2008-10-08T00:22:00.002+08:00

i am like.
MEGA OVERWHELMED WITH HAPPINESS RIGHT NOW
because,

MY BABY CALLED ME!
putrilimantara ah, miss you mega mega fck tonnes loads

she'll be back in Sgpre for 2 FREAKING MNTHS on DECEMBER
i'd like to go on an overseas trip again if possible with them
kar, tes, kai, jinggy, me, neth, mich if possible
djek only! happy only! superb only!!

the mega phonecall chat with jing today
the superbbb-5-min-long chat with limantara today
2 phonecalls, 1 happy em
WHO INVENTED THE PHONE?!
UR PHONE INVENTION TOTALLY MADE MY DAY
*smiles mega widely*

2008-10-07T16:26:00.002+08:00

life's just too boring these days
blame Singapore
it's just tooo small

i cannot wait for tomorrow.

im craving for foood, as usuall
sweeet cream n coookies
vanillla
COCONUT SHAKE FROM CAMBODIA
portugese egg tarts
subway mellllt!
pearl milk tea
egg mayo plus wholemeal toasted
the FFFF nice cheese/hotdog bun from the hawker centre at kallang bahru
sushi tei
peanut dumpling!!

die la em you die

2008-10-03T00:21:00.003+08:00

guess what

i've switch back to my beloved old school specs from contacts

sitting in the balcony crosslegged with the laptop cushioned, right above it

my phone's by me and i'm waiting for it to ring

BECAUSE.

KAI AND TAN IS ON THEIR WAY HERE FROM THE AIRPORT

we're going out for supper

and i'm gonna drive

mom's or bro's still not yet decide

mom's auto but parking'll be a problem

bro's manual but parking'll be alot easier

damn, if only i got my motor license

eh wait, then it wouldnt fit both tan and kai.

AIYA. there goes my phone.

don't drink and drive. (:

2008-10-02T16:34:00.002+08:00

maybe i should go get a punching bag sometime

or go learn some magical skill

help me make someone disappear or something